||[Aug. 18th, 2004|02:38 am]
it's that time of the year again where i like someone and they don't like me. so it is that boi i wrote about that has liked me for 3 years. well shavonne didn't want to tell me, but he said he doesn't like me as more then a friend now he likes someone else. and ya know what it's okay. i am fine w/ it a little upset, but i mean who wouldn't be.so i looked at it like this he liked me for 3 years and he kept trying to get w/ me and i always said no until now. i am not gonna do the usual well i am gonna get rid of her and he is gonna like me. nope i am gonna take it gracfully and say he wasn't gonna wait around forever, he deserves to be happy and be w/ someone who isn't gonna lead him on for years. he gets to have someone like him right away. i am crushed, but hey i am happy we at least get to be friends. that is better than nodda. so onto the next topic i think i kinda like that one boi again that i used to like that likes me. he has backed up majorly and the best thing happened he stood me up. i didn't wanna hang out, but i went to meet him and he wasn't there so i didn't wait i just left and he saw me today and i thought he was gonna be mad that i wasn't there, but he was like i am sorry i didn't meet you i.... and then he stopped and said i don't know why i just didn't. i was fine w/ it he isn't pshyco anymore we both make eachother wait to see eachother. this is great. well i am tired and have to wake uso super early like 7:30 cuz i thought i was 4-close all week but that was just for 2day all week i am 9-4:30 5ish.i luv it and hate it. can't sleep in, but i'm out early. yay!!!! nite.