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bitch if you are that skinny then why do you have fat hanging over your pants [Aug. 19th, 2004|02:51 am]
Rachel
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |mase welome back]

well 2nite i went to bw3's and hung out w/ some people from work, but pretty much the whole nite is was just Becky and i hanging out and we had so much fun. they was some crazy shit that went on, but it was great. so the best thing happened that boi finally backed off i want to see him now and not the other way around. i love the suspense, but it is gonna suck cuz he leaves on the 7th unless by some weird reason he stays which i highly doubt is posible, but hey it's all good no matter what. so i have to get to bed so i can go to work 2mrro at 9 and also be ready for my drive back home to michigan, it's a long story, but this is goona suck. only 3 and a half weeks though. well i gota go to bed. nite, byee!!!!
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bois [Aug. 18th, 2004|02:38 am]
Rachel
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |mya-fallen]

it's that time of the year again where i like someone and they don't like me. so it is that boi i wrote about that has liked me for 3 years. well shavonne didn't want to tell me, but he said he doesn't like me as more then a friend now he likes someone else. and ya know what it's okay. i am fine w/ it a little upset, but i mean who wouldn't be.so i looked at it like this he liked me for 3 years and he kept trying to get w/ me and i always said no until now. i am not gonna do the usual well i am gonna get rid of her and he is gonna like me. nope i am gonna take it gracfully and say he wasn't gonna wait around forever, he deserves to be happy and be w/ someone who isn't gonna lead him on for years. he gets to have someone like him right away. i am crushed, but hey i am happy we at least get to be friends. that is better than nodda. so onto the next topic i think i kinda like that one boi again that i used to like that likes me. he has backed up majorly and the best thing happened he stood me up. i didn't wanna hang out, but i went to meet him and he wasn't there so i didn't wait i just left and he saw me today and i thought he was gonna be mad that i wasn't there, but he was like i am sorry i didn't meet you i.... and then he stopped and said i don't know why i just didn't. i was fine w/ it he isn't pshyco anymore we both make eachother wait to see eachother. this is great. well i am tired and have to wake uso super early like 7:30 cuz i thought i was 4-close all week but that was just for 2day all week i am 9-4:30 5ish.i luv it and hate it. can't sleep in, but i'm out early. yay!!!! nite.
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go ninja.....ty this is for you LMFAO [Aug. 16th, 2004|03:36 pm]
Rachel
[mood |busybusy]
[music |jay-z]

so i have been having a great time lately, but i have another boi prob there is this boi who has liked me for 3 years and now i like him and he likes me thats good right. wrong earlier on wed we were on the phone for like an hour and we were gonna hang out that nite at the bar so he told me to call him b4 i left so i did. he didn't talk to me he only said hi like i was this person that was just walking by and he wanted to be nice. he was hanging out w/ this one girl so i was like fine whatever. on friday we talked and were cool, so it was all good and then he called last nite so i was happy, but then he told me on wed nite when we didnt talk he was on a date!!!!! then he told me he was just kidding. so he talked to shavonne and told her he was on a date and that he liked her. ugh! shavonee said well you do change your mind a lot and i said i know she said no you change it more than anyone i know and i said i know, but this time i really do like him and she said o shit. so now i don't know what to do. i love being single, but i am lonely. shavonne's jaw dropped when i said that she goes that is what i have been waiting for you to say. so then this is it i am meant to be alone and i thought i made up for everything i had done wrong lately.guess not. there must be some reason for thisi just kinda need to know now. lets not talk about last nite and that one guy i dont like that likes me. everyone knows he likes me, but i do not like him.
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i am so tired but still going and drinking [Aug. 11th, 2004|08:59 pm]
Rachel
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |welcome back]

so things have been lookin up. i got rid of olga the omega which i am kinda sad about in a weird way. i got a new car though. so ya i am sad though cuz now a lot of my friends are leaving cp which sux. if we are such good friends though we will keep in touch even though it's gonna suck not seeing them all the time. so there is this boi that has liked me for 3 years now and i never liked him, but we have been talkin more now and i am starting to like him, but we are really good friends so i am not sure. well i got so fucked up last nite i drank the most amount i ever have w/ out throwing up.it was great, but i was still out of it this morning which sucked i am so tired, but i gotta go out 2nite for sammy's last nite. plus my good friend michelle who i haven't seen in forever is coming up she is friends with sammy and wants to say bye. i am so super excited that i get to see her. yay! well last nite i was told i was the strangest girl that this one guy had met. it's the guy that likes me and i don't like him and he can't understand why i don't like him so it makes me weird. ummmmm no. he needs to stop being such a douchbag. well i gotta go get ready to go out w/ my peeps. byee!!!!
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good and bad day [Aug. 4th, 2004|02:13 pm]
Rachel
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |michael jackson - Thriller]

well i had dance class and it was soooo hard to get up at 7 to be there and ready at 8, but i did it. i had a great day though i had 3 tables and made 30 dollars and i only served for an hour and was out by 12, but i hung around and ate. that guy actually talked to me and we are civil again. thank the lord. next subject the day is bad cuz i forgot to take my rings off this morn cuz i had to be at work at the buttcrack of dawn. well i took them off and put them in my pocket and lost my fav one;-( the white gold w/ diamond chips i feel so bare w/ out it cuz i have had my rings for like a million years now. its not like i can just get a new one cuz its one of the rings my grandma that died gave me. suck!!!!well i am goin to take a nap. byee!!!!
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things just keep getting better [Aug. 3rd, 2004|02:39 am]
Rachel
[mood |optimisticoptimistic]

well today was a great day. i mean there are things that could have put me in a bad mood and there are most def things 2mrro that should bug me. but i dont care anymore it doesnt bother me. actually i dont think my life could get any better than it is. it isnt perfect and thats okay i am making good $, bought lotto tickets and won a hella more than what i spent on them, i am going home on thurs to see my fam and get a present. gottta love the parentals. and i dont know things just keep getting better and ppl can try to bring me down, but i am strong and just brush it off. well this is gonna be the longest week in the world cuz i wanna go home. tonite i went out to eat w/ shavonne and katie and went to the movies. then i sat and smoked w/ james for like 2 hours he is a little brat and i am gonna hurt him if he keeps fucking around w/ me. j/k i luv that kid to death. byee!!!!
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ahhhhhhhh [Aug. 2nd, 2004|02:32 am]
Rachel
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[music |nodda just talkin to Irvin on the phone]

lawrence FYI never let certian ppl talk to me on your phone. i was happy i was in my room away from my probs. i still luv ya though. all i can say though is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
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who is the real Harry Potter....lmfao [Aug. 2nd, 2004|01:09 am]
Rachel
[mood |optimisticoptimistic]
[music |copacabana it is stuck in my head and i hate that song]

last nite i went to akron w/ lawrence and lewis. it was so much fun. i saw Brian and Irvin for a quick minute cuz they were leaving as we were getting there. lewis met 2 bois there and they both looked like harry potter except one was tall and one was short and he forgot who was who and they were both over it. owell. 2day work was okay i got my phone bill $198 dollars. but thats okay cuz it is my first bill so i knew it was gonna be a lot and i thought it was gonna be higher so its all good. well things in my life are getting calm and back to norm again, but this guy situation is still out of control. blah. things w/ guys can never be easy there is a way to make the rest of your life great, but guy wise is always complicated. ugh! well i have to open for the first time in forever so i gotta wake up early. so goodnite sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite. byee!!!!
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i thought everything was fine, but i guess not [Jul. 30th, 2004|08:33 pm]
Rachel
[mood |guiltyguilty]

i went to work and had that feeling the one where you know you are on patio and i was right. i made 50 cents cuz after i had a guy that ordered coffee they told me to break fountian so i had to prescoop fpr an dhour which wasn't bad cuz Ben got sent to do it too. so we had fun. they were gonna send us home, but we had to cut lemons first which took like 45 min to do a huge tub of them. that is where it all began. i was back there and this one guy wouldn't talk to me and he was mean to me. he was okay part of the time so i thought maybe it had to do w/ work, but nope cuz in the break area i said byee and he didn't answer, so i thought he didn't hear me and then i screamed byee and he just kept walking when i knew damn well that he heard me. ppl were all like wow you must have done something to really piss him off. i need to fix this prob like yerterday, so i have to do it 2nite even though i don't want to. geesh. i hate this. so i'm am gonna take a nap and then wake up and fix my life. byee!!!!
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happy birthday Lawrence [Jul. 30th, 2004|03:08 am]
Rachel
[mood |sicksick]
[music |perfect day(off of the legally blonde sountrack)]

well today was so much fun i really needed it. for once i forgot about any probs i have in my life. it all started out when Brian and Irvin came to cp and we hung out for the day. we rode a bunch of rides and i ate so much food. i feel sick and i can't eat for like 10 days cuz i am so full. after that i came home and went to Bill and Shawns room w/ megan and we all played beer pong. i love that game. i was team boo and we won. yay! anywayz then we all went to X to see the show and for Lawrences bday:-) Sierra and Phoenix perfomed it was so nice to see them perform here cuz i only have a 5 minute drive and not an hour and a half. i saw a few of my friends from Akron at the bar and it was like old times. all in all i can honestly say it was one of the best days off i have had in a really long time and i didn't have to travel(always a plus). i have spent like almost all of my days off in Akron so i can see my friends so i like not having to leave to see them or at least not til i get a new car cuz i don't like driving my death trap. i don't know why, but it's like ever since i went on my little vaca a couple weeks ago i don't hang out at cp, don't really go out, don't get caught up in ppl's drama(cuz i am gonna have a drama free life and no one can have anything to say about me)and i hang out w/ adiff crowd of ppl. i am so much happier and even if it doesn't feel like i have changed i have cuz you can talk to me about your probs and i will help, but i don't care and it isn't my business to tell. well 2mrro is another day at Johnny Rockets i hope i make some $ i need a lot of it. i love the ppl i work w/, but why can't i just be rich so i never have to work. nice thought huh? i gotta get to bed soooo ttyl. byee!!!!
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